#18 jealous

im so jealous and envy!
when is my turn..

why i cant escape from this little island.

although, i shouldn't said that

#17 自找麻烦

上课太闷了 手痒痒 
跑去facebook看看照片
看到那是分离的照片 大家抱头大哭的照片 大家最后的聚餐的照片
那种开心的笑容 不舍的眼神 紧紧的拥抱
心中一阵难过 鼻头突然的就有点酸


人就是如此的犯贱对吧


要学会面对 放下 不在意 才行是吧


但是 我承认 我没有那个能耐去面对 去放下 不在意 :(


其实很期待 来临的roadtrip
但是 更担心 最后的分离


为了不让自己遗憾
我放弃跟大家保持距离 反而更加的紧紧联系的大家


犯贱对吧我？ :'(

#16 time to face it

The thought to be the best had pops in to mind and now i am seriously hope i can.
No matter on being a daughter, being a sister, being a student, being a friend, being a lover, being a wife, being a person that i have to be.
First of all, coping and solving with everything in the perfect and awesome ways or solutions! Try to be the great one from now on! Learn! Learn! Learn!

I admit that Im not good in dealing with stress. And seriously I need to cope the stress and enjoy or even get use to the stress! Time to face it!!!

Ok try to be the best and I have to be the best. Please remember always (*shouting to myself)



*I think I can feel something have changing slowly. Or maybe I'm wrong? Abai!

#15 无题

是因为触动 还是荷尔蒙作祟

心情 是如此矛盾 如此的  沉重

一张老照片 只是一张老照片

是 一开始就存在的郁闷 还是 因为那老照片造成

我分不清

有些事情 当初放手 现在想拿起 也没办法

# 14 Big love always!

没错 我有一种感觉
我念旧 我珍惜 一旦是我认定 的 一直都会是
中学时 发生很多事 一路下来 我就有几个大大爱

后来上了大学 一直觉得应该不会再遇到像他们一样的一批人

殊不知 竟然那么幸运被我遇到了

结果


就是

大爱人数增加！ 锵锵！ ：目

# 13 superman

我没有看过超人电影
但是 我很喜欢superman
感觉 他就是一个很厉害很有安全感的代表
* I want superman* 的感觉时不时就涌上心头 有时有原因 有时没有

现在 没有原因 or 找不到原因

我又想要superman了

#12 不舍

很多人毕业了

祝各位前程似锦 一帆风顺 加油

毕业很开心 wow






#牢骚。


很好 很多人毕业 很好 我在那老乡
很好 毕业就有分离 很好 我讨厌分离
很好 分离就算了 再见又是何时 不知
很好 我在那遥远的家 很好 没有的去 噢
很好 我不舍 非常
很好 犯贱的我 :(


考试加油;(

#11 You mean something to someone.

Everyone have their own value that plays in their life.

People waiting for someone who appreciated them.

Remember, you are always mean something to the special one.

Always. ;)

#10 Afraid

Seriously, i feel afraid and i can't get rid of it these few days.

Omg. Omg. Omg. Nothing more than OMG!

I feel so stress, so worry and scare =(

#9th Nov 2011 10.30 a.m. #

Please, No delay!
I want to know what's wrong with it!

Please, nothing serious, nothing bad.

Please!


G.Y.M. Bo bi. _ ( .    . ) _




真的

我真的很怕

这种感觉不好    /____\

#9 October

4 Oct 2011

My 21st and i got my first icing cake smashed straight to my face! lol! 

having dinner with lovely friends! i can feel the love! thanks!=)

16 Oct 2011

Today is daddy's birthday and ahsan's birthday! heyhey! 

Wish you guys stay happy always and all the best!!!

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考试要到了

我担心一点

考完了 就要回了

回去再回来的时候 你们就不在这里了

****其实不想走 其实我想留****

怎么办呢

#8 R.I.P

Rest in Peace, Sonia's Gong Gong.

#7 Read me?

【close your eyes and open your heart】
眼睛看到的不一定是真的 
只有 心不会骗
但是 我们却渐渐忽略内心的感受 把它藏起来
久而久之 连自己也骗了


【看穿但不说穿，很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。】
很多事情 其实 大家不说 都明瞭  
很多事情 说的太白 就没有意思了
保住了面子 留下了隔阂


【有事情是要说出来的 对方不是你 不知道你想要什么，最后只能是伤心和失望，尤其是感情。】
但是 想听吗


【友谊法则第一条：尽量不要让你的朋友感到孤单……所以 有事儿没事儿放心大胆去烦烦他们】
但是 还是会担心 被嫌弃...


【最失败的听众是——人家随便说，你却当真了……】
用真心换失败 可笑呢




【每当你说“没事”的时候，心里或多或少都藏着点事。】

#6 Chameleon

The weather this afternoon was extremely NICE.

Finally, i can feel the SPRING. 

My Tutorial Room was filled with lots of sunlight.

I just realised how tidy was the uni staffs' cars parked!   LOL!










I feel like a Chameleon, when the weather is good and i am good too!!!

#5 Lack of ____________ =)

否定别人的认同 称赞

时常想要为别人做点什么  但是做了 又怕别人不喜欢

想找 但是 又不敢找 怕被嫌弃 嫌烦



I didn't mean to be that mean to someone who praise, who agree, who said they care.

I'm so sorry about that.

but i do really care about it.

#4 Untitled

I always wants to show my concern, my care to someone i care but I do afraid.

I'm also afraid that i can't find a place that belongs to me.

I know there were words i've never said.

Because of some reasons, i decided to let the words remain unsaid at the end.

  

#3 _ r _ e _ d _ & _ a _ m _ _ y, always.

每個人 應該有想要保護的東西

原因？ 

在乎 重要 特別 依賴 習慣 等等

不確定

我有一直想要保護的東西

Sunny

Couple days ago, i read a nice sentence from Facebook.

'Destiny determines who comes into our lives but it’s the heart that decides who stays inside.'

–—  I'm glad that you had decided to let me stays inside and I'm grateful that you came into my life.   ˜™

J

=)

I'm start to blog again!

This will be the first post of my bloggie! 

So, have to be a happy post anyway!!! 

WoW!

Welcome back, 周佩君!

*Sometime i cant make it too.